Last night, I reached 36,000 words. To celebrate, I thought that I would give you a little piece that I wrote about reaching the half way mark:
So, I would say about now we are mid way through my diary. I have to say that I’m quite surprised with what I’ve found in here. I thought it was going to be worse, more embarrassing than this.
I went to visit my dad in Markham on November 20-22, 2009 in Markham, Ontario. I went through my old bedroom closest to see if I could find any more juicy details to add to this novel. I did.
I found something so juicy, that I decided to leave it where it was. I found my other diary. I totally forgot about this one. How could I have forgotten that I had another diary pre-this one?
When I opened the first page of the diary and I didn’t like what I see. I saw scribbles, wet tears, messy writing. I think I know what this diary was about. This was the one about being bullied.
I don’t know if I’m ready to open this diary up yet or not. This one is very personal. I don’t mind talking about my trails and errors trying to find a boyfriend, but this one I find too personal.
At this back of this diary, there are lots of pictures of guys that I had crushes on. This is the book/diary that Britt found out that I had that crush on her brother.
What do I do? Should I go back and get this diary and add it to this one? Should I not open it at all? I know in advance that there are things in there, that I would rather not read again, but then again, I’m curious.
This pre-diary to this current one, would explain things like why my dad wanted me to tell S.B to fuck off or maybe how I first got my crush on Johanthan Taylor Thomas.
This is a question I’ll have to ask myself once I’m done going through the first diary. I’ll have to think about it.